This blog post may seem pretty vague, but nobody needs to worry. I know what I want, and I'm going to get it... I hope.
Monday, February 28, 2011
I have been pretty blessed in the past, in that any temptation I've faced hasn't been that difficult to overcome. The last 6 months or so, however, have been hard. Satan hates eternal families. Hates them. If he had his way, nobody would be together forever. Satan also knows how much potential I have. He doesn't like this at all. He wants to destroy me, and I have been very aware of this lately. On the other side of things, I have also been aware of how much God is also aware of my potential. He wants me to succeed. He has been testing me to see how badly I want what I've been working so hard for my entire life. It feels like Satan and God are using the same particular trial to try to get completely different results. I feel pulled in both directions. This particular trial has been one of the hardest ones I may have ever faced for multiple reasons. Certain people have been brought into my life for a specific reason. Fabulous people. I'm determined to be victorious and to come out the other side a better, stronger person.